Don’t be so harsh on yourself. Don’t overthink everything. Things start to change. Things start to get better.
Things have got easier and you don’t panic everyday. Chris is still here and he hasn’t left like you’d worried. It’s 2 years on and you’ve done incredible things; things you didn’t even think were possible for you! You’re getting more comfortable and your dreams are getting closer.
The people you didn’t need are gone and you should be proud of how you’ve pulled through. Things are really looking up. You’re happier, healthier and generally all round better.
Stop worrying, Start Living!